It ain't fading Man I got to let it out Am I quitting? Screaming nothing ever come out I keep feeling lost I'll never find my way out I'm not thanking them Unless the truth can pour outGive me some courage Beating me down the (?) sometime Are you laughing AM I FUNNY I hate INSIDE I hate INSIDEI take this time To let out what?s inside Cause I will panic Sometimes I wish you'd die Full of sorrow You may bestow my pride And all this hate is bottled up insideMy heart is breaking Man you really ripped it out You take pleasure watching as I claw my way outThe hurt rising Soon it's going to tear my soul out It?s not kosher feeling like I?m on my way outGive me some courage Beating me down the (?) sometime Are you laughing AM I FUNNY I hate INSIDE I hate INSIDEI'll take this time To let out what?s inside Cause I will panic Sometimes I wish you'd die Full of sorrow You may bestow my pride And all this hate is bottled up insideFeeling the haze as they cut down my spine Peeling your flesh like the way you've cut mine Do you feel happy you fucked up my mind You?re going to pay this timeI'll take this time To let out what?s inside Cause I will panic Sometimes I wish you'd die Full of sorrow You may bestow my pride. And all this hate is bottled up inside